Sometimes you surprise yourself. I for sure have in 2019. Everything suddently pointed towards learning to take care of myself, and so that begun sometime in the spring. Along this extensive spiritual experience, a couple of monsters has also shown up- sides of myself I didn’t want to see, and that I have covered up real good.
But I Got to see them. I had to see them and hanging out with them haven’t been as bad as I thought it would. I am OK. Sometimes we make things worse in our heads than they really are.